The way the internet is
the whole is so big and I feel very small especially with how the modern internet feels, I kind of feel a little left out because I'm always on these forums and blog pages instead of being on actual social media lol
Hell, I even have a flip phone! I don't know, I feel like I don't really relate to other people that much my age I mean, the newest app I have is discord! But honestly that's only because I'm not sure what else to use and it's the most simplest messaging thingy ma jiggy I could find
I use LINE, but every japanese person talks to each other using it lol so it doesn't really count. Honestly, that one feels a little mandatory in a way, I dunno XD
Maybe I just have an "old soul" as people say it, but also I don't really choose to do this stuff for the "aesthetic" or whatever. A lot of people think that way about me and they're simply not true lol. I do know a lot of people who are like that though, but that just isn't me. I do it because it's what I'm most comfortable with and the least overwhelming for me.
I know I'm not really The only one who feels this way, I'm sure 90% of the rest of the people on either here or neocities and other web revival sites joined up because they've felt the same way. xD I feel like an odd one out among my peers lol, I don't really know what to say about this but I'm in class right now and my brain is kind of stopping. But I also feel like in modern social media, people are alot more meaner, is it just me? Like, everything is so much more convenient but I feel like with how fast-paced everything is, people are multi-tasking speedrunning multiple friendships at the same time. I wish the world would just calm down and slow down one day. But I know with the way things are going, I know it will never be happening anytime soon. It's like trying to make friends in town square New York vs in a small town bar, does that make sense?
Oh well.
I was supposed to upload this yesterday, but I kind of got side-tracked xD
Thank you for reading!
- Neku :D
